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I love the fact that Dreamwidth allows fandom to pull together during the AO3 outage. Fans doing what fans love to do: ensuring our collective passions don't go away but survive and endure across platforms. I really enjoy seeng all this flurry, with fic recs and headers as in the LJ days, and people backing up their fic to their own sites is inspirational.  I am minded to start my own fic backup site-- I had a site back in the geocities days (Lobelia's niche). This is a lesson not to rely exclusively on one platform - a lesson yet again! 
lobelia321: (i was here for beta)
 Thank you, my dear writer, for writing me a story! I will be absolutely delighted by anything you write, and my main aim is for you to enjoy yourself. 

I do have Do Not Wants:
DNWs: incest, kidfic, deathfic, watersports/scat, omegaverse, blood play, underage sex, focus on pregnancy or children, major character death unless it be canon

I love: the rare, the weird, the kink, the angst, the fluff, the coffeeshop AU, the any AU, the non-AU but instead meticulous canon fidelity, the ethical BDSM, the apple-cheeked vanilla, the snappy dialogue, competency kink, genderswap, worldbuilding, action, slash, humour and above all, the swoonily emotional

But as you can see: it all depends on the canon, the fanon, the fandom, the pairing, and you, my dear writer.

What I requested: ( Read more... )

I will happily accept treats! Thank you!

lobelia321: (we are heated)
 Is Shane really a sub?

Much fic describes him as such. And hey, c'est la fic. Body swap. Time loop. AU him into an ancientish fantasy island state.

But I have also read commentary that descries submissiveness in canon. Now, I am on my xth rewatch (with x > 1 and < 58) and I cannot discover any canon!evidence.

People who have found it, could you let me know?

ETA: Yes, he is a self-stated bottom. But a sub?
lobelia321: Young man with curly locks against golden background (DP by becca ming)

Chapter 2 of  Clay-tempered rivals (2316 words) by Lobelia321
Chapters: 2/2
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: AU, mesopotamian potters, totally inspired by Ea-Nasir, Alternate Universe, competency non-kink, Pre-Slash, POV Shane Hollander
Summary:

Shane and Ilya are Mesopotamian potters.

Note: This seems to be a series now. Inanna, help.

lobelia321: (Sad Ilya (HR))
Clay-tempered rivals (967 words) by Lobelia321
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: AU, mesopotamian potters, totally inspired by Ea-Nasir, Alternate Universe, competency non-kink, Pre-Slash, POV Shane Hollander
Summary:

Shane and Ilya are Mesopotamian potters.

lobelia321: (HP Draco)
Yay, I posted a thing.
Wanted: Muggle Archivist (11261 words) by Lobelia321
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: Mature
Rare Pairing: Dudley Dursley/Draco Malfoy
Characters: Narcissa Black Malfoy
Additional Tags: Rare Pairings, Malfoy Manor Library (Harry Potter)
Summary: There's a man in the Malfoy library! A muggle man! What is Draco to do?


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Is it a sign of age that I am enjoying re-reading books I loved as a child? This is 'When Pokka and Gusti sought the rain', published in 1965, and I probably read it around 1970. I always thought the book was by a Finnish author but it is by a German author and set in the north of Finland. The cover by Ingrid Schneider is gorgeous; here is a picture from amazon.de. What I remembered most about this book is how the little boy Pokka and his black tomcat Gusti travel to the North Pole on a Längengrad, a longitude, which lies on the ground like a long black line. This is so evocative, and to this day I think of longitudes as long paths on which one might travel at top speed. All the nature elements speaking to the two are also lovely, and the melancholy conversation with the moon who is showing only half an eye is very sweet and lovely.

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wedding

Jun. 17th, 2026 09:49 am
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My older son is getting married next week and I am in a complete state. 
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 I last read this in the 1970s, lauded and loaned by my grandmother, and it is as phenomenal as it was then. It's been haunting my memory on and off and finally I got around to re-reading. <cut> I don't think I have ever read a book that ratchets up the suspense in such a brilliant, understated, foreshadowing, backshadowing, sideshadowing way. The premise is genius: an anarchist insinuates himself into an haut-bourgeois household in Russia sometime before 1910 with the view to [spoiler -- you must read it!]. The anarchist / revolutionary is on principle opposed to everything the bourgeois class stands for but is at the same time drawn into / bewitched by the family's cosmopolitan charm, refined and cultured beauty, and easy-going affection. The individuals are brilliantly drawn; all are told through letters (this is the best epistolary novella I have ever read) and each voice is unique, vivid, complex. This is a miracle of a book, and the ending... omg, the ending. [I am not spoilering! Go and read it!]

To me, a huge extra pleasure derives from Ricarda Huch's wonderful prose in German. I am moderately allergic to 21st-century anglo-ified German and relish, indeed wallow, in the German style of yore. I was in Konjunktiv-heaven in sentences such as the following (both Konjunktiv 1 and 2): "...sei es num, weil keine Gefahr vorhanden sei oder weil ich nicht dafür einstehen könnte, daß ich sie abzuwenden imstande wäre.'

Other wonderful sentences (among a cornucopia of such): 'denn auch der Herrscher ist gebunden, nicht nur der Beherrschte." (not only politically profound but also narratively poignant) Something like 'for the ruler / dominator is bound, not only the ruled / dominated'.

The mother does not want politics to be talked about: "...überhaupt sollte man sie mit politischen Dingen, von denen die Frauen doch ausgeschlossen wären, in Ruhe lassen. Warum sollte sie sich ein Urteil bilden, das sie doch nicht geltend machen könnte?" So before we have a chance to condemn the woman of the house for being uninterested in politics, we get a subtle authorial intervention as to the justified reason; this is, after all, a time of women's rights lobbyists agitating for women's suffrage (their struggles bore fruit when German women got the vote in 1919; Russian women in 1917). Because why indeed should a woman form a political judgement if she couldn't act on it, anyway?

Very interesting historical detail about buying an 'Automobil' and wondering whether one with petrol or one with electricity would be cheaper. And this in 1910! Who knew! (Not I.)

A sample of the beautifully nuanced and occasionally metaphorically effusive (justified by the individual letter writer's temperament) characterisation: "...er ist wie ein schöner Dolch mit kunstvollem Griff und einer mit Edelsteinen buntgeschmückten Scheide, wie sie zuweilen in Museen ausgestellt sind; Lju ist wie de schlichte Bogen des Apollo, der nie fehlende Pfeile entsendet." (something like: '...he s like a handsome dagger with artful handle and a sheath decorated with colourful gems as is sometimes exhibited in museums; Lju is like the simple bow of Apollo that sends out unerring arrows")

A beautiful and resonant Chekhovian novella that gains additional poignancy for us now, knowing that war and communist revolution were to come four and seven years after publication.

This German version of 1910 is available for free via the Gutenberg Project.
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Today I just want to curl up under a blanket and hide.
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Behold my index crush. Look at his charming dimples that only appear at delightfully rare moments! Marvel at his subtle humour and earnest indexicalness! Just look at his adorable hand gestures, side parting and skivvy/brown blazer combo.

Watching this video is soothing to my brain.

https://www.c-span.org/program/book-tv/achieving-the-ideal-index/101682

#seth)_maislin

I just checked AO3. There is Not A Single Fic about this man. Not a one!

ETA: Also that thing he does with his eyebrow, arching one while the other stays horizontal.

ETTA: That video is from many decades ago. That man has two children and a wife. They spent a holiday on an organic farm in Australia. There is too much internet out there for a fourth wall. I must now draw back from this brink.

Nothing stopping me from listening to the dulcet tones of a room full of indexers, though.

ETTTA: I first encountered this indexer via this page https://taxonomist.tripod.com/indexing/wordproblems.html when I was struggling with doing an index using MS Word. It's an irreverent, incredibly detailed and pragmatically helpful page. And the formatting dates it to a Different Time.

index love

Mar. 23rd, 2026 05:36 pm
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I love an index. I love compiling my own index. I have now got a slight crush on an indexer (who is gloriously nerdy) from watching him at a panel of the American Society of Indexers' 32nd annual conference in Albuquerque in May 2000, talking about 'Achieving the Ideal Index.'

/ runs away
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I am a sucker for how-to books so this one sucked me right in. I listened to it on audio. I can't say that the author is the all-time-best at narrating but his voice was adequate.

Positive take-aways: Write what you like, and then find your 'superfans' who also like just that. Don't worry about the rest. I did like being reminded of the art in artisan; that was quite freeing.
A thing that annoyed me or that I found tedious: ( Read more... )Oh look, there is a comma in the sub-title, so this fills one of my 52 book reading challenge prompts of 2026.
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What even is this, and what did I read? ( Read more... ) This may be my new brand: geschlechtsloses Amphibion. Especially as 'Amphibion', a very weird Greek noun with a neutral grammatical gender 'das' (today's usage is 'die Amphibie', feminine).
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The middle of this book about the 1908-1909 expedition to the North Pole is a spellbinding read of adventure, peril and arctic beauty. ( Read more... ) ETA: Goodreads issue now fixed.
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 Update on things:

Thing One. I am obsessively running finances in order to determine whether I can afford to take early retirement. Werk is underwhelming.

Thing Two: Research which is putatively part of werk is, on the other hand, very whelming. If I didn't have werk, I could devote more time to it.

Thing Three: I am still planning the life of a selfpublished novelist. Another reason to retire.

Thing Four: The sister sends photos of her over-wintering in sunny Egypt every single gloomy January and beyond day. And there goes another reason to retire.

Thing Five: I have written 1,700 words of Dudley/Draco secretary fic omg. If I retired, I could write 17,000 words.

Thing Six: I watched Everest on iplayer. The book by Kracauer was gripping, and so is the movie. Studio sets, though, are studio sets. Still, I should be thankful they didn't expose actors to life-threatening conditions.

Thing Seven: T'older son's wedding looms.

Thing Eight: My own divorce looms. 

Thing Nine: The dog is a dog.

Thing Ten: And now I must really to bed.
lobelia321: (Louis/Benedict)
 Bridgerton OTP Louis/Benedict. I can hazz made icon. (My first in over a decade!)

Note: Canva was hopeless in making this. I made it in powerpoint. Next step: add some text. Tomorrow, maybe. 
lobelia321: (irreverent + sensible)
Squeeeee! Cut for gleeful spoiler.
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Rare pairs for the win, as ever. 
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 I've been feeling a teensy bit shit and started watching 'Agatha Christie's Seven Dials' and Detective Martin Freeman reminded me of Dr Watson, and what do you know? I found myself watching the entire first episode of 'Sherlock' and laughing out loud all over again. What a show that was in its heyday, what a ride, what a fandom. The vids! The fics! Wingfic! Asexualfic! (It's when I first discovered asexuality.) Weird and wonderful I-don't-even-know sex fic! 

It was a wild fandom. And Freeman/Cumberbatch are an utter joy. Anthea, too! I had forgotten Anthea! Mrs Hudson!! It is only now that I cottoned on to her saying that it's not drugs, it's for medicinal purposes, for her 'hip. LeStrade! That madcap run through Soho streets and the inventive camerawork and use of texting! 


Pure glorious joy.

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