Why am I so ridiculous?

I am pathetic. After months of abstinence and deep indifference I visited, for whatever unfathomable and possibly sheldrake and gabbyhope nostalgia-induced reason (yeah, that's right, blame them) the (argh!) Bagend Inn and came up with ( this )

I actually stared at it for about a minute and then, almost surreptitiously, pressed the download button.

But buggeranddamnit all, he looks like Perfect-Day-Dom there.

ETA: No, no, he doesn't; he looks like Karl/Dom Dom. Fuck. How can that fic still be haunting my brain? It's the absence of visuals in HP; it's addling my brain.