when back to me?

How long does the withdrawal period from sertraline (zooloft, lustral) take, I wonder? I've been off them since mid-January now. Last week, t'son yelled and shouted and hopped up and down in pubescent rage and annoyingness. So I threw the phone at him. Then I threw the phone some more, and finally I threw the phone at the front door. The phone smashed. The glass at the top of the door smashed. Is it possibly preferable to be in the throes of puberty?

The emotions seem to be back. Now what do I do with them?

I miss LJ but can't figure out how to get back into it. Instead, I submit to my addiction to Sims2. Last night, I played it for a bit in bed and then I looked at the alarm clock and it was 2:30 a.m.. We are driving to Brighton tonight. I decided that we had better not drive to Brighton with me, demented and tired, behind the wheel so now we are taking the train.

I feel very directionless. I'm not posting. I'm not writing origfic, either.

What should I do?

To get back into the writing groove?

• Finish the John Sheppard / wraith fic that's been simmering hotly on my hard disk since May 2006?

• Write an off-the-cuff fic in response to a challenge or random self-challenge?

• Do stylistic exercises in the manner of Raymond Queneau, that is to say, in the manner of me just before the World Cup 2006?

• Hunker on down and just write 1,000 words of orignovel per day, not matter what shit is happening in my life or in my head or, for that matter, on the screen as I type?

• Some other amazing fixit trick that you know of and I don't?????

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