nanowrimo: 2 more days! And Being On Drugs.

I have made it almost to the end!

It's been quite interesting looking at my excel spreadsheet chart wot i have been obsessively filling in. My moods and my morale have gone up and down, from a few 10s to an all-time low of 4 yesterday, because I have a cold and do not feel like writing 1,667 words!! I just want to sleep! But strangely, even when feeling crap, I managed to churn out the words, and after initial complete rubbish they were even useful words. Also, sometimes I've written a load of words on a low morale, and sometimes I've written a load of words on a high morale. But it is rare that I've written no words at all and had a high morale. Even to have a stab at a high morale, I need to have produced wordage.

All of this is good to remember for the post-nano rut.

Also, sertraline, my current tranquilisers (or to be more medically specific: anti-depressants and stimulators of serotonin production in t'brain), have a number of drawbacks, and these are becoming more apparent now that I'm okay about my job.

( pluses and minuses of a life on drugs )