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I can't begin to say how shitty my job is. I am too bored and stressed even to write about it. I feel threatened and bullied. I am being threatened with redundancy if I don't teach 16 hours (not a workload agreed with the union) but they don't have 16 hours of teaching to give me. I saw the union representative this morning but have not a huge amount of confidence that the union can do anything to protect me but at least I feel a bit better because I took some steps. Then more shit hit the fan in the immediate wake of this. I am so absolutely appallingly mismanaged by corrupt nepotist puppets that it takes my breath away.

I shall take solace in gamelan, my family, my novel, my book and my lovely LIveJournal.

P.S.

Gamelan is Indonesian orchestral music (specifically Javanese and Balinese). I grew up in Indonesia and love this music; I went to a concert in the summer and wept uncontrollably (there was a dancer, also). I used to play in the local gamelan society before the birth of t'sons and have started it up again last week. I will go every Tuesday night from now on. It is basically percussion (xylophone-like things and gongs and gong-like things plus drums) plus singing plus string instruments (but the latter are hard and for advanced people). I used to do Balinese dancing when I was little and can still do some of the movements. I don't play any other musical instruments and gamelan was my introduction to playing in an ensemble. The great thing about gamelan is that you don't learn one instruments only but all of them and you rotate.

Pics of gamelan:






Listen to some gamelan here:
http://www.balibeyond.com/mangkua.html
http://www.balibeyond.com/iramaa.html
http://www.asianclassicalmp3.org/Nyi_Tjondrolukito_-_Palaran_Pangkur.mp3

This is the piece we learned to play last week, a popular piece for beginners called 'Ricik ricik' (pronounced reecheek reecheek, sort of):
http://home.hccnet.nl/v.albada/GAME/RICIK2.WAV

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Date: 2006-10-09 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] digdigil.livejournal.com
Nothing can suck the life out of you like a hideous job that takes up most of your time and drains you practically dry. The music is beautiful and must be so soothing for you. And I hope you can pour all your emotion and effort into your novel, become wealthy enough from writing in order to quit the job and live happily ever after.

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Date: 2006-10-09 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Thank you, Digi, these are kind thoughts. I am filled with so much hate at the moment; any novel that I write may well be a fest of corporate hate.

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Date: 2006-10-09 09:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] travelingcarrot.livejournal.com
I'm sorry about the work shit, really I am. I'm so lucky working somewhere I'm really happy.

There was a gamelan society at York where I did my degree and PGCE, and I loved the sound of it though I never played. Find your peace wherever you can.

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Yes, that's right, York also has a gamelan! I'd forgotten. So you heard it!

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Date: 2006-10-09 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] junalele.livejournal.com
Oops, that answers that question. I was just going to ask how work was but well... And how can they force you into working more than is agreed with the union? I mean, hello! Fucking hell! Hope the union people do manage to do something for you. :(

Hmm, gamelan... Never heard of that which is weird since the family of a friend is from Indonesia. Will have to ask her. Sound sgreat though what with rotating the instruments.

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
The union is pathetic but I am determined to go out kicking. I may die of the hot flushed in the meantime but at least I'll have died on my feet.

There may be a gamelan in Berlin somewhere, I seem to remember something about it. That musical instruments museum behind the Philharmonie might have one, or the Dahlem museum.

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Date: 2006-10-12 11:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] junalele.livejournal.com
Man, it's really awful what happens at your work. And I don't get it why they do it...

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Date: 2006-10-13 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
I'll tell you why they do it. Because they are hideous and vile and of small tiny minds. They want to get ahead, they don't care how.

What, btw, is your icon??

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Date: 2006-10-13 09:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] junalele.livejournal.com
Why, it's Cristiano and Wayne holding hands. BTW have you seen this video of Wayne answering questions about his team mates? It's cuter than cute... But see for yourself here

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Date: 2006-10-10 12:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sonicbookmark.livejournal.com
Wow, that gamelan looks very impressive!

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
It looks beautiful, doesn't it? :-)

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Date: 2006-10-10 01:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemoneko.livejournal.com
gamelan, OMG! O__O you grew up in Indonesia??!!! I'm from Indonesia and both my parents are Javanese, it makes me one too, I guess... but I almost always fall asleep when I hear gamelan (I'm so sorry, my ancestors... >_<) - but my mum and dad are avid fans, I mean AVID FANS o__O OMG!

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Oh, you are Indonesian????! :-) Selamat datang di LJ-mu! (or something, *g*) Whereabouts in Java are your parents from, and did you ever live there yourself? I lived in Jakarta aged 5 to 11 but went to a German school so learned only street Indonesian. Later, in Australia, I took Indonesian for 3 years at high school. Heh, you feel asleep during gamelan. I used to do Balinese dancing in Jakarta.

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Date: 2006-10-12 11:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemoneko.livejournal.com
I think it's actually selamat datang di LJ-ku (if you mean welcome to my LJ ^^) but I'm amaze you can still remember! My parents are from central Java but we live near Jakarta now *LOL* my friends laughed at me if I said we're from Jakarta -_- we're just an inch away from there...

I used to do Balinese dancing in Jakarta.


COOL! I never tried traditional dance o__O I was never good in dancing and all that *sniffs*

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Date: 2006-10-13 08:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Whereabouts near Jakarta??

I was never good in dancing and all that
Oh, I wasn't any good but I did it! :-)

So is there much Bollywood in Indonesia?

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Date: 2006-10-14 12:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemoneko.livejournal.com
I'm in Depok (-_- okay my friends are gonna laugh at me now...), but I love our small city! ^_^

So is there much Bollywood in Indonesia?

OH YEAH MOST DEFINITELY! I'm not a fan myself, only watched a couple of them, mostly Shahrukh Khan ^^;; he's really popular here, and Kajol too (I thik it's because that movie Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, hehe, see? I know! LOL)

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Date: 2006-10-14 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
Ah, Shahrukh.... Do you know that two weeks ago I met and shook hands with Amitabh Bachchan????!! Kuch Kuch Hota Hai is the first Bollywood movie I ever saw and it's the one that sucked me in. :-)

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Date: 2006-10-16 12:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemoneko.livejournal.com
Oh yeah... I read it on your LJ some time ago... he played with Shahrukh in Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham. It's a movie filled with stars *nods* I kinda cried when I watched that movie, I think...

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Date: 2006-10-10 05:01 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] msilverstar
I'd forgotten how much I love gamelan music. Berkeley's full of it, I must get some to listen to.

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
This is what I found when I lived there: Berkeley (California?) seems so much closer to Asia than Europe.

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Date: 2006-10-10 07:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 22by7.livejournal.com
thank you for introducing me to this music.

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Date: 2006-10-12 01:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lobelia321.livejournal.com
I am glad you found it interesting! :-)

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