I need swoonfic

[lobelia321]

So now that I'm dhod (deputy head of department) I need porn. After months of having been out of fandom more (or less -- aha, a fan is never 100% out of fandom!), I feel a deep deep need for a deep deep fic. Something swoonsome, something that makes me weep (but with a happy ending), full of ust, full of passion and love, something beautiful.

Right now I don't feel like crack, teenfic, PWP, action, pre-slash-- just essence of slash.

Any recs, plz?? I'm almost willing to read any fandom at all if this hits buttons.

Posted to DW initially because of LJ slowness so post here or there.